Ladies and Gentlemen, Wapi Z. Quinto !

there he is, this tiny baby which will be home in 6 days from now ! i just can't wait !!!

a new baby cat, this is all so exciting ! :D

this cute little thing was born on april 14th, 2010. i first met him when he was 9 days old, 2 days after Kali died. i urgently needed another cat to fullfill the emptiness Kali left behind.

on this picture Mr. Wapi is 3 weeks old. if I happen to have a newer picture i'll post it in a new article.

now about his name. quite special i admit it ^^

well so, i wanted a special name for him, not french at all. i searched through chinese, english, japanese and blah blah names, and i ended up in native american names. "wapi" means "lucky" in native language. i chose it because poor Kali was really unlucky with health, and i don't want Wapi to be that unlucky. hope it will work ! :D that's for the first name. about "Z. Quinto", well, if you have read the post before, you probably got it yet ; i chose it after my fave actor, Zachary Quinto ! :D

ok, now i'll let you admire the beauty and the great charm of my cat !

My best friend ever... missing him so much

Kali.

yep, i really do miss him.

this beautiful cat shared 11,5 years of my life. he died on april 21st, 2010, of bowel lymphoma. but this stupid cancer wasn't the only thing that went wrong with him :  he was also affected with kidney disease, congestive heart failure, asthma ans arthrosis. because of asthma he was affected with lung oedema, which contributed to his death as well as the lymphoma... poor baby, he's been so courageous... he took so many drugs throughout his life...

but what i wanna remember about him is all the love we shared... this cat was so special, he really loved me (yes i know, every cat owner says so ^^) but what i meanis that he REALLY had something more.

i first took him home from his mum as he was 6 weeks old, a so tiny baby cat, so cute and lovely... at this very moment i never thought that i would share more than one third of my life with him.

we had so many wonderful moments together i can never forget. i will always miss him, even when i'm an old lady who can't walk and speak anymore :P i truly believe we were animal/human-soulmates, and i fully realize that i can never have a cat like him, never ever. he was my one pet, the unique and irreplaceable Kali.

i love you my Kali, you'll always have the best place in my heart. i'll never cease thinking of you

happy mother's day !

today is mother's day here in france. it's very important to celebrate it with our beloved mums. they are so important to us, they do so much for us, from the very moment we're starting to grow up inside their belly.

my mum brought me up on her own because my dad broke up their relationship before i was born. i'm really really grateful for all the sacrifices she had to make to provide me all that i needed as a child and then as a teenager, and even now as a young adult. even though we were going broke, i never missed anything, i always had enough food, clothes and love, and even pets ^^ i'm proud to say that this very woman is MY mum.

if i happen to be a mum someday, being half as good to my child as she was (and still is) for me will already make me so happy !

i love you mum

a place for an escape...

well well well, here i am. starting a new blog, all in english. i'm french actually, but i've always wanted to live in the US, especially LA. no one speaks english around me, and i love speaking english. maybe i'm crazy, don't care ^^
so i decided to start this blog, ALL in english. to make english friends around the world, and maybe go there someday (i mean : LA). and maybe i'll meet famous people :P

i may sound strange writing this, but i've never felt like i belong here... don't know why but i can't seem to fit in around here, this is how it goes since i was born. it sucks, really really sucks. i can be the nicest and kindest girl ever, people always let me down sooner or later. i'm really fed up with it. that's why i hope someday i can move to the US, start a brand new life and make it better than this one i'm living right now. i feel so alone sometimes...

sorry you're gonna feel depressed because of me !
everthing isn't dark in my life though, i have a great mum and grandmother, a great job (vet assistant) and wonderful boss and colleagues, and this makes me quite happy. but (there's always a "but" right ?) it doesn't fill the need. need for love, for consideration, for... something i haven't found yet. but i'm still young, gotta keep on believing i'll find this very something someday, some time, some place...