a place for an escape...

well well well, here i am. starting a new blog, all in english. i'm french actually, but i've always wanted to live in the US, especially LA. no one speaks english around me, and i love speaking english. maybe i'm crazy, don't care ^^
so i decided to start this blog, ALL in english. to make english friends around the world, and maybe go there someday (i mean : LA). and maybe i'll meet famous people :P

i may sound strange writing this, but i've never felt like i belong here... don't know why but i can't seem to fit in around here, this is how it goes since i was born. it sucks, really really sucks. i can be the nicest and kindest girl ever, people always let me down sooner or later. i'm really fed up with it. that's why i hope someday i can move to the US, start a brand new life and make it better than this one i'm living right now. i feel so alone sometimes...

sorry you're gonna feel depressed because of me !
everthing isn't dark in my life though, i have a great mum and grandmother, a great job (vet assistant) and wonderful boss and colleagues, and this makes me quite happy. but (there's always a "but" right ?) it doesn't fill the need. need for love, for consideration, for... something i haven't found yet. but i'm still young, gotta keep on believing i'll find this very something someday, some time, some place...