happy mother's day !

today is mother's day here in france. it's very important to celebrate it with our beloved mums. they are so important to us, they do so much for us, from the very moment we're starting to grow up inside their belly.

my mum brought me up on her own because my dad broke up their relationship before i was born. i'm really really grateful for all the sacrifices she had to make to provide me all that i needed as a child and then as a teenager, and even now as a young adult. even though we were going broke, i never missed anything, i always had enough food, clothes and love, and even pets ^^ i'm proud to say that this very woman is MY mum.

if i happen to be a mum someday, being half as good to my child as she was (and still is) for me will already make me so happy !

i love you mum

a place for an escape...

well well well, here i am. starting a new blog, all in english. i'm french actually, but i've always wanted to live in the US, especially LA. no one speaks english around me, and i love speaking english. maybe i'm crazy, don't care ^^
so i decided to start this blog, ALL in english. to make english friends around the world, and maybe go there someday (i mean : LA). and maybe i'll meet famous people :P

i may sound strange writing this, but i've never felt like i belong here... don't know why but i can't seem to fit in around here, this is how it goes since i was born. it sucks, really really sucks. i can be the nicest and kindest girl ever, people always let me down sooner or later. i'm really fed up with it. that's why i hope someday i can move to the US, start a brand new life and make it better than this one i'm living right now. i feel so alone sometimes...

sorry you're gonna feel depressed because of me !
everthing isn't dark in my life though, i have a great mum and grandmother, a great job (vet assistant) and wonderful boss and colleagues, and this makes me quite happy. but (there's always a "but" right ?) it doesn't fill the need. need for love, for consideration, for... something i haven't found yet. but i'm still young, gotta keep on believing i'll find this very something someday, some time, some place...